Off to Nyayi’s now! Can’t wait to meet my pussies, they’ve been waiting since yesterday nyhehehex ^^ I bet the internet connection there will be SLOW so I’ll pass blogging for the next few days. Miss me alright? Okay good, love you tumblr! :D
Friday + ze weekends w/ family was awesome like no other. Went airport on Friday night to send Mummy’s family as they’re flying to Paris. YES SO JEALOUS CAN D: time well spent w/ the most awesome bunch! Had supper at popeye’s :D Went Bedok, Expo, Vivo, East Coast and Mustafa yesterday. Ma already bought me new school bag from Ripcurl and I likey <3 Today was well spent w/ aunt Zalina’s fam in JB. Went Desaru’s beach or soemthing. Sleeping Nyayi’s place starting from tmr for a week. I bet it’s gonna be awesome cause my pussies will be there as well [: and prolly catching new moon this week, too! Ma promised. This is way awesome and I feel bad for misbehaving and causing havoc for ma and pa D:
Thanks to my awesome smellaye bud for the company, for the past 3 days! Who? Go figure ^^
You’re happy but I’m not, how? Oh yes you don’t care anyway, do you? [: Nevertheless, congratulations cause it’s off~! I wish you the best. Thanks v v much Cheekay and Sotong. I’ll try to make it on the 16th jyeah ^^ Sentosa with fam yesterday. Well I didn’t expect much from the day, but let’s just say, the fact that I’m able to step put of the house and have a bit of fun, I did find myself enjoying it. Hari Raya Haji tomorrow and I’ve not even bother to clean my room. It’s in a mess, you can barely see the floor! >.< must must start cleaning already. Band in 3 hours time, sibeh sad or what?! Can’t wait to catch New Moon <3 A must watch movie :D Primary school reunion on the 4th! I miss the whole bunch. Both Zaf and Azfar is going HOOHAH about it in msn, chill eh dudes xP
You can’t have everything. You just can’t. And it’s with what you have, you make do with it. And you must make it seem like whatever you have now, those are the things that mean the world to you. Now that is being grateful, thankful and yet sometimes, it’s almost the most difficult thing to do. I neglected the fact that we have to keep moving. What was I thinking?
I hate pms.
Yesterday when the night was still young, I received a call from that friend [: And I thought I’ll never hear from him again, how funny. So yeah thou it’s albeit different, it’s great to know that we’re still friends and still have things to talk about. 2 more days and you’re free~
Okay, I have to go cause I have have have to fetch brothers. Bloody silat! But on the other hand it’s the only reason that I can get out of here, besides CCA. Oh I didn’t mentioned? I’m grounded HAHAHA! Okay now go laugh assholexzxzxxz D:
Been a good sister by playing board games w/ brothers today. Yes, that’s how boring my Saturday can get. I actually wished there’s madr today! >.< Oh, I’m finally done w/ my sister’s keeper. The movie is way different from the book luh. Many missing scenes, and a whole different ending. The written one is better than the movie I swear! [: 3 more days for you.
Sent brother to silat yesterday and later in the evening met Zaimi (: So i smiled at him and I was speechless. Speechless but I wasn’t necessarily unhappy or what, speechless cause I simply had no idea what to say after years of not meeting each other. He still look the same thou! It’s nice to meet an old friend after what, 3 years? I guess it’s true that the past catch up w/ you sometimes. However, you might wanna take it slow? Cause I’m not ready for another messy relationship :X
Stupid Friday! Besides the fact that Fariane came over to accompany me, everything is bleaghs~ And yeah, good to hear from you today ey friend? Yeah, well, maybe I might actually believe you. 4 more days for you, goodluck! [: And to those 2 lovelies (monyet & sotong), thank you for the support and advice! And I’m sure Imran will be reading this so yeah; I clever or what heh? :D Thanks for everything - the awesome advise, smellay!
You: Hey cheer up! I`m here kan? I`m not like them. When I promise, I hold on to my words. Don`t worry kay Farah? I`ll always be here cause I don`t like seeing any of my friends sad (:
Now you read, re-read and re-call.
I woke up today feeling something different. Then I remembered, that friend is no longer there. Past several days, while we were busy sharing secrets and needing each other`s advise, I realized that I deserve to be slapped. When everything was slowly unfolding, I should have known. I`ll see how long you`ll take to realize everything heh friend? ^^
Now don`t tell me you`ll still be there cause you won`t. Don`t tell me it`s gonna be okay cause it won`t. Don`t tell me you`ve promised, cause you`ll break it. Sweet yet bitter lies :X
SB: He is just a sweet talker.
Me: Shut up!
I choose not to believe, really. Because besides this, something remains. It just sucks. It just sucks when you can do nothing about it. It just sucks when you choose not to do anything about it. It just sucks when you don`t want to stoop to their level. It just sucks when you know you can hurt them but you don`t because you care about them.
You know what, screw that chunk of shit above. Everything happens for a reason (: I hate having to believe HAHA. Whatever it is, must be prepared. Must expect the unexpected. I`m not mad at anybody except myself >.<
